I can't write a post.
Cause I have a horrid post in my draft folder.
It sits there, waiting..... To be exposed.
I don't want to hurt anyone, by my need to re-visit and sort through my childhood crap. I don't want it to set any one back from their own progress in healing. I certainly don't lay blame to anyone.
I just don't know what to do.
But I need... to get this out. I need the truth revealed. I need people to say that is horrid and wrong and bad. Cause when you lock stuff away in your child's heart. There is a horrible part that lingers, and says..yes.. you were right to not say anything, not to tell.
And that is bullshit.
I have found a release here, an outlet. And the pull and need to write here, is beyond anything else.
So...again I am sorry for a variety of reasons. And if you have any thoughts on this, say something. I don't care what it is.
Anything, at all.