time moves in a way I can't grasp it some weeks....
I hate foggy weeks, where you can't keep your feet on the ground and your mind gets mixed and tangled up.
And you just can't untangle the thoughts and nothing feels right.
Last week was one such week.
So I thought I would try and untangle some of it here.
I started this blog wanting to show Wayne's sculpture and documenting our path and journey to our self sufficient life. But things can get lost on those intertwining path's at times.
I also started it to get creative. And I have, with my drawing's and my words.
That, has been amazing.
I didn't figure how exhausting it could be though.
(Especially when you drag your inner angst out here.)
I didn't know about following and liking and all that. I did not know you could get to know others through blogging. It's not what I was looking for. I have beautiful friends here where I live and afar.
But, I have connected with beautiful people here, finding out about their lives, creations, their thoughts and their stories. Its lovely cause you know they are genuine, and you know they have big lives on the other side and that blogging is just one aspect to it.
I love that.
Just thought I would get that out.
Cause life's short...... and all moments count.
Inspiration, admiration and respect is what these people do.
Nell always inspires me to be adventuress. When I am pussy footing around the dam about jumping in
I think, mmmmm Nell wouldn't waste time, she would be in there. So I dive in.
Bloodsingns and tinsenpup always show me how to be thoughtful and honest in writing and I just love that so, so, much.
Edenland is honest and hilarious and.... scary.
Clare has beautiful art and her mind is so gentle and considerate.
Auroran is so lovely and kind with her thoughts too.
These are just a few. Just wanted to get that out too.
(the rest of you Cass, Elaine, Tania, Barb and Leah. I know you in the flesh so I can tell you when I see you next, what I like about you. ok.)
So here is a little drawing I been working on, after having lost my way for a while.
And on other news after my hard days post...this happened!
So, on monday on the way to pre-school drop off, she says" can you just take me in and leave Mum"........
Righto, sure, yes your a big girl, unhuh, ok, Mmmmmmm.
Sure enough as I get cosy to spend the next hour to settle her in. She says "okay seeya later mum".
So I leave. Miracle!
A god damn Frigging miracle. That is all I can say.
And every day since has been the same....
|Wayne made this baby last weekend, so cute.|